Does anyone else have major trouble dealing with change? I remember back in 2003 when I decided to leave my safe job to try my hand as a wedding coordinator at a local venue. I was so nervous about it that I broke out in hives for a week!
I usually get very anxious about the future. But lately I’ve been feeling excited and hopeful. We’ve got some major changes in the works right now and this time next year our lives might look very different than they do now. In a good way, of course.
And just so we’re clear none of these changes involve baby #2. At least not yet. But I’m being serious when I tell you that we get asked this question all the time! I’m still getting used to baby #1 and adding another to the mix just isn’t what we want right now (although I’m excited to experience the wonder of it all over again). I want to give all my love to Landon right now. He deserves my full attention for a little while longer. I think we’ll know when we’re ready. Just like last time. I could not stop talking about getting pregnant and baby fever hit me like a ton of bricks. I figure the same thing will happen again this time around.
The bad part of all this possible change is unfortunately, it makes me hyper and ancy. It has made me realize just how bad I need a real vacation. A day at the lake doesn’t count! More please. And further away. I’m thinking February or March. Stay tuned for a long overdue Where-to-Wednesday installment featuring a lovely destination I’ve been daydreaming about.